Monday, November 15, 2004

tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina tangina

nakatulog ako d2 sa lib. i missed both my classes. usually nakakatulog ako during my class..pero shiit.. nasayang lang pagpasok ko. and i missed both my classes!!!

pero at lis nakagamit ako ng computer.. hehe. tangina..its been what? ..2 days and forever since my hands last touched a keyboard.

anyway.
thursday was fun. went shopping with jayv up in northridge. didnt realize we had so much in common. madelle picked me up at my house at about 1am in her pajamas. we were both bored. so we stopped at the gas station, bought some chips and spent $2 for gas. hehe. seriously. then ryan came over, brought some food with him too. i fell asleep around 5am.

friday. woke up around 2pm. i was still sleepy but my back hurt like a mother. we vegged out, mostly. geny was ol so i aksd her if she wanted to watch the incredibles. after some convincing and much peskering on the part of milly, geny gave in. so I, madelle, geny, louisa and milly watched it sa la crescenta...

hmhmhm. that moviehouse brought back some memories..with a certain boy who lived not too far from there..

after the movie, pnta kila geny. inuman! hehe
actually solve na ko nung nanonood kme nung you've got a friend saka viva la bam. then raffy came with a bottle of hennessy. hinatid namin si louisa and got my shit out of madelle's house..oh and bought some chili cheese fries at tommy's too. pagbalik namin nandun na si kiwi leo at brian. then dumating rin si ryan raymond at someone. ayun, tanggera si geny. saya. :D ok pla ung crowd nila raffy. i mean, nakasama ko na cla once,.. twice.. or three times pa nga yata before pero i never mingled much less talk to them. so yea, theyre alright.
masaya yung inuman. tama lang na kme kme lng ung nandun. may ilang taong tinabla..pero its all good. :D marami namang lakad eh. nde kelangang magkakasama lahat all the time. you with me on this?

lapit na umalis si abai. sagarin na natin, araw arawin, todo na itech!

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Sa hirap maghanap ng trabaho sa panahon ngayon, pati pag se-salesman ng vacuum cleaner ay pinasok ko na. Minsan, pumunta ako sa isang bahay sa isang barangay. Kumatok ako sa pinto, isang malaking misis ang nagbukas sa akin. Pero bago pa nakapagsalita ang babae, inunahan ko sya. Mabilis akong pumasok papunta sa sala nila para di na makatanggi sa presentation ko. Katulad ng utos ng boss ko, binuksan ko ang isang plastic bag ng sm at ibinuhos lahat ng lamang tae ng kalabaw sa carpet. This was a technique taught to me in selling to get a massive and immediate attention from the buyer.

Sabi ko sa kanya w/ confidence: "Misis, pag di
nalinis ng vacuum cleaner ko NGAYON ang mga
tae sa carpet niyo, kakainin ko isa-isa yan!",
ang mayabang na sinambit ko.

"Gusto mo ng ketsup para diyan?", tanong ng babae.

Sabi ko, "Bakit po?"

"Eh, kalilipat lang namin. wala pa kaming kuryente."

The more things change, the more they stay the same. I'm not sure who the first person was who said that. Probably Shakespeare. Or maybe Sting. But at the moment, it's the sentence that best explains my tragic flaw: my inability to change.

I don't think I'm alone in this. The more I get to know other people, the more I realize it's kind of everyone's flaw. Staying exactly the same for as long as possible, standing perfectly still... It feels better somehow. And if you are suffering, at least the pain is familiar. Because if you took that leap of faith, went outside the box, did something unexpected... Who knows what other pain might be waiting out there. Chances are it could be even worse.

So you maintain the status quo. Choose the road already traveled and it doesn't seem that bad. Not as far as flaws go. You're not a drug addict. You're not killing anyone... Except maybe yourself a little.

When we finally do change, I don't think it happens like an earthquake or an explosion, where all of a sudden we're like this different person. I think it's smaller than that. The kind of thing most people wouldn't even notice unless they looked at us really, really close. Which, thank God, they never do. But you notice it. Inside you that change feels like a world of difference. And you hope this is it. This is the person you get to be forever... that you'll never have to change again.
~Ephram Brown

Monday, November 01, 2004

Para sa mga taong nanliligaw, nagbabalak manligaw, nililigawan, naliligaw, nag-iintay maligawan at nagbabalak lumagay sa magulo...

Ang love ay hindi minamadali... hindi pinipilit.. at lalong hindi kina-career...

unang-una...

PAANO MO BA NASABING MAHAL MO NA SIYA???...

dahil ba natutuwa ka sa kanya???...
o kaya naman naaaliw ka???...
naswee-sweetan ka ba ng sobra sa kanya???...
kinikilig ka ba pag nakikita mo siya???...
at nahi-high kapag naririnig mo na ang boses niya???...

eh teka muna...baka naman infatuated ka lang....o kaya naman kagaya nga ng sagot mo...BAKA naaaliw ka lang...dahil kakaiba siya...may spark na hindi mo maintindihan...

pangalawa...

GAANO MO NA BA SIYA KAKILALA???...

madali ba siyang mapikon???...
pano ba siya mabadtrip???...
madali bang mahalata na may topak siya???...
ano bang suot niya pag nasa bahay siya???...
shorts ba o pantalon???...
nakasando ba siya o naka-t-shirt lang???...
matagal ba siyang maligo???....
kumakain ba siya ng vegetables???...
tamad ba siya???...
mas gusto ba niyang manood ng tv kaysa magbasa ng libro???...
nagpe-play station ba siya???...
tatlo ba ang pamangkin niyang lalaki???...
makukulit ba yung mga kamag-anak niya???...
green ba ang kulay ng gate ng bahay nila???...
sa village ba siya nakatira???...
may sakayan ba ng jeep na malapit sa kanila???...
nagsisimba ba siya linggo-linggo???...
kasama ba yung pamilya niya???...
at nagdadasal ba siya bago matulog??...

in short...alam mo na nga ba???...ang mga bagay-bagay...ang mga simpleng bagay tungkol sa kanya...na nagdedefine sa pagkatao niya...kung sino ba talaga SIYA...

pangatlo...

KAYA MO BA SIYANG TANGGAPIN???...

as in TANGGAPIN ng buong-buo...

sa lahat ng trip niya sa buhay...
sa lahat ng katopakan niya...
sa lahat ng pag-iinarte at pag-dadrama niya...
sa lahat ng kasalanang nagawa, ginawa, at gagawin pa lang niya...
sa lahat ng naiisip niya...
sa lahat ng sasabihin niya...
sa kilos niya...
sa pananamit niya...
sa pagsasalita...
sa pananaw niya sa buhay...
sa pagtrato niya sa tao...
sa lifestyle niya...
sa uri ng pamilyang meron siya...
sa uri ng kaibigang kasa-kasama niya...
sa style niya pagdating sa love...
sa kasweetan niyang natural...
sa paglalambing niya...
sa tawa niyang pagkalakas-lakas...
sa manners niya...
sa pagmumura niya...
sa bisyo niya kung meron man...
sa mga pang-aasar niya sayo...
sa style niya pagdating sa pagsolve ng problema...
sa problemang maaari ka ring masama...

pang-apat...

KAYA MO BANG MAGING TOTOO???...

kaya mo bang makita yung sarili mo...na kasama pa rin siya sa isang sitwasyong pag naisip mo eh...mapapaiyak ka na lang sa sakit nang dahil din sa kanya???...kaya mo bang magmukhang tanga...as in umiyak ng dahil sa kababawan...ibuhos ang mga nararamdaman mo...kahit na puro kababawan nga lang naman...as in kahit sa harapan niya???...kaya mo bang maging barubal pag kasama mo siya???...yung tipo bang wala ka ng pakielam...mawala man ang manners mo...na wala ka naman talaga...

in short...

KAYA MO BANG MAGING IKAW KAPAG KASAMA MO NA SIYA???...

yung tipong hindi ka nahihiyang ipakita kung sino ka talaga... dahil alam mong... hindi mo lang siya tanggap... TANGGAP KA RIN NIYA... BUONG-BUO RIN...

mga tae... tama na kasi ang trip... tama na ang pagmamadali... oo masarap ngang mainvolve sa isang tao... pero diba mas masarap yun sigurado kang in love ka nga.. LALO NA KUNG ALAM MONG TOTOO YUNG NARARAMDAMAN MO...
Tama na ang ka-hopeless-an, make things happen but before you do, make sure na sa sarili mo mismo, alam mo na kung ano na ba talaga!


A Father's Pride & Joy

Four friends reunited at a party after 30 years. After a few laughs and drinks, one of them had to go to the rest room. The ones who stayed behind began to talk about their kids and their successes.

The first guy says: I am very proud of my son, he is my pride and joy. He started working at a very successful company from the bottom of the barrel. He studied
Economics and Business Administration and soon he was promoted and began to climb the corporate ladder becoming the General Manager and now he is the president of the company. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a top of the line Mercedes Benz for his birthday.

The second guy says: Damn, that's terrific!! My son is also my pride and joy, I am very proud of him. He started working at a traveling agency for a very big airline. He went to flight school to become a pilot and also managed to become a partner in the company where he now owns the majority of the assets. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a brand new jet for his birthday.

The third guy says: Well, well, well congratulations!! My son is also my pride and joy and he is also very rich. He studied in the best universities and became an
Engineer. He started his own construction company and became a very successful
multimillionaire. He also gave away some thing very nice and expensive to his best friend for his birthday. He built a 30,000 sq. ft mansion specially for his friend.

The three friends congratulated each other mutually for the successes of theirs sons.

The fourth friend who had earlier gone to the restroom returned and asked:
'What's going on, what are all the congratulations for?'

One of the three said: We were talking about the pride we feel for the successes of our sons. And then he asked, 'What about your son?'

The fourth man replied: My son is Gay and he makes a living dancing as a stripper at a nightclub.

The three friends said: What a shame that must be, that is horrible, what a disappointment you must feel.

The fourth man replied: No, I am not ashamed. Not at all. He is my son and I love him just as well, he is my pride and joy. And he is very lucky too. Did you know that his birthday just passed and the other day he received a beautiful 30,000 sq. ft mansion, a brand new jet and a top of the line Mercedes Benz from his three boyfriends???!!!!!!!!!!!